Better

I've been pretty silent lately because I have been a sad lady and it seems better to be silent than to complain. I don't feel like talking to anyone, really, and so I have ignored blogs and Facebook for the most part. Blaine spent a good part of a month in the hospital, and it was rough. I forgot how to cook meals, I spent too much time doing silly projects, and I watched far too much television. There were a lot of tears on my part because I felt so alone. I had so many hours to fill, and I was just running in place to keep myself busy while Blaine was gone. No good. I am no good at being alone. I am better with Blaine. He's been home for a week (or two) and we've still been laying pretty low. Blaine is working on our home theatre, installing speakers, a ceiling mounted projector, and a fixed screen. It's going to be pretty amazing, and I'll make sure to post pictures when everything is put together. Kisses to blog land.